Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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When doc come, he say 外公 still there but 生命迹象very weak. He tried all sort of methods & some to-smell-de medicine but fail to wake him up. Then he request all people to go out of the room & don peep... 二姨 naughty & decided to peep from the window... found doc whispering something into his ear... he then come out say don worry, should wake up after sometime, must try to CALL him, must monitor him closely for these few days... everyone blur till cannot... but his body temperature start to rise after tat. also donno is it something tat doc told him at did the job... While chatting w him, he told us his journey... Everyone was so worry tat it is only 回光返照... Hope it is not lor, really hope it is like those who 'came back' le then able to 'stay' for long long time tat kind....
(=^o^=)
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Every CNY, 春到河畔 is a must go place de lor...
We went on 大年初二. The most tiring trip so far.....
Dad afraid no parking place thus packed his lorry @ ocbc building (donno is boat 'key' or clark 'key' la..) at first still donno going to be sar-boh as i saw river while getting off the lorry... when i realise i cannot see the famous 榴莲 building, i know not right place le... but dad say he purposely de & he know the way just follow him will do... after quite a distance along sing-river, almost fainted when i spot the world biggest wheel tat is SO FAR away... donno how long we walked la but we actually walk from sky bright bright till sky dark dark lor... feet pain till cannot!!! kids also complaining but bo bian le... must continue lo... 回程 also same thingy lor...
grrrrr...
~__~"
I like the 小红灯笼高高挂 de entry very much. Think only tat ba... the rest are not tat special...
Best of the best once we reach the front stage there, 鞭炮 was lighted and we got a best view spot... hohohoo... too bad no firework leh...
^_^ ----------------------------------------------------------------
大年初二
Go meet a 20 years no see de primary school friend @ Sun Plaza in the afternoon.
So super excited!!!
Knowing my current status, she not only don let me treat her drink with my most 'loaded' de gift card won sometime back... i even got 2 big ang bao from her leh (at least bigger then my sis's ;p ) ... she say married le 大人 liao must give me who is still a '小孩'... hahaaa... then realise 原来 HK people give ang bao must be in 2... then they will give cookies or sweet instead of our usual mandarin oranges one...
^x^ 
Sis last minute decided to drive us go MY visit our 外公外婆 thus chiong with them immediately after parting with my friend... happening sia... all happy to see each other... but a bit worrying... afraid next round even 外婆 also maybe cannot recognise us at times as she is beginning to have some symptoms of 老人痴呆 le... really shocked us...
希望两老都能健健康康的...
(=^o^=)
Monday, January 26, 2009
充满期待的牛年终于来了!!!希望一切事能更如意圆满，日子能过得更顺心无虑。 有个好开步就是不错的开始了... 真开心我们家今年还是能大伙团圆，吃得成团圆饭...乌云飘走咯... (^_*)v
My first time 'counting down' to new year in a temple.Was there for the “请财神爷仪式”....庄严.... 热闹.... The most tiring part was to hold the 3 大香s outside my dad's lorry all the way from Sengkang back to Woodlands.. then i was so worry throughout the journey tat my 大香s will 灭掉 as it was really 风大雨大 tat 'morning'.. piewww.... ;p HUAT AH!!!!!
(赌鬼 Bee jioing 2009's TOTO ang bao draw pooling @ shitty's facebook alumni leh...interested pax come join in k ;p)
(=^o^=)
Friday, January 23, 2009
~ 所謂的曾經，就是幸福 ~ 很感人的一个小故事.....
中午，我站在學校大門口當交通導護，幫助一年級的小朋友放學。 卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。 被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。 「老師啊！．．．」 「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。 如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」 「我知道！我知道！」哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。 「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」 「我知道！我知道！」這些話，不曉得說了幾次。 每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。
卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。 有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。 「怎麼了？」他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。 第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。 「你到底怎麼了？」 我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。 突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。 「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」 我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」 我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，「她為什麼住院呢？」 「是肺癌！」我一聽，心都涼到腳底。 心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。 如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？ 想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯， 我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。
第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。 幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉，光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。 她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。 「不要站起來！不要站起來！」 「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。 在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：「只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老淚縱橫。
回到學校，報告校長。 「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間，是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管多少，都可以幫助他。」校長爽快答應。 經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。 把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。 「我們準備今天送他回家！」卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。 「老師！能不能幫個忙？」 「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」 「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時，他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」 聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。
中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。 卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。 我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。 「到了！到了！」卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當，在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。 在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。 「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。 這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，但是，又說不出來。 「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。 我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！
隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。 卓新勇的母親出殯後。 一天， 卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。 老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生，需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。 這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。 我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。 「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」 卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」 我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」 她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。
各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！ 不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！ 一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。 我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。 後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......所謂的曾經，就是幸福當我們用心對人時,有心人將以熱情回報你,希望我們都是用心的人,也是有心的人.
(=^o^=)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
~ A Long WAITs across the years ~Wait #1
This ex ex card lor... finally collected it from the post office...
Supposed to get it on 17th de but no-one at home to sign for it... waited for it for 2 full day lor but no have... My sis got hers' 2 day ago on 15th morning... once no-one at home nia then it decided to came... grr...
Wait #2 
I go sign the paper le...
A long & 不踏实 de 4mth plus...
imagine u only left $8.80 in your bank knowing tat next mth's bills/giros will comes in no time... Never this financially tight before lor... is scary de...
Little summary:
11/11/2008 - Agent inform can interview le
18/11/2008 - 1st interview
25/11/2008 - Agent remind to wait for 2nd interview
2/12/2008 - Agent say can go 2nd interview le
5/12/2008 - 2nd interview
18/12/2008 - Agent say can stop hunting le. Full of hope to leave jobless-status in 2009...
30/12/2008 - Agent remind me to wait
8/1/2009 - Agent say still waiting for doc preparation
12/1/2009 - Company call ask about $ info of previous company. Nearly fainted w doubts!!
15/1/2009 - Company officially offer
20/1/2009 - Signing off as Snr Associate Engineer. 胸无大志 de me never think before tat i will one day have the word 'Snr' in my desgination one lor...i is 吓到 but hope this can last longer....
2/2/2009 - A new starts...fingers crossed... 
Remember shitty side i also waited around 1mth after said can stop hunting till actually sign...
Really hope is '好的'是需要等待...
Actually to be true, i is don have much 信心s after my year 2008... but bo bian... now die die have tore-站稳脚步 and 重新出发...
Keep telling myself tat I will do my very best to keep it going & hang there to complete the 2yr ontract!!
2 more weeks to go... now full of 期待s & 担心sss........
(=^o^=)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Tonight's "一枝梅" ah... watch till i damn 心酸, watch till i rain & rain... 铁石&丹儿 just finally got they 幸福nia but it ends so fast!! If 丹儿 made her decision earlier, they should enjoy a longer bliss period ba... 龙儿&小石头 also so poor thing lor.. feel so heart pain..ji sad la.... ----------------------------------------------------------------
Sad also sia... in order to hug my little nephew, i have to wait till sis tong-bang him @ little sis's house when her mom-in-law not able to baby-sit for her...Today is our chance to visit him @ bukit panjang.He grow super fast le.. big a lot liao... botak liao...now still ok but afraid 1 day he'll not know who am i wor...
不舍得 also need to leave lo... took a last snap before leaving sis's house... find this pic damn nicely taken leh...几艺术 hor... hehee...^__^ ----------------------------------------------------------------
I is long time never win any lucky draw le wor...Suddenly on the same day (10/1) , got 2 letters informing me to collect gift i won from DEC's issue...A pair of hotel buffet tic worth $236. Will keep till i got enough money to pay for another pax so tat i can bring both parents go together... Kopi Bean Card with $100 inside. When i join this contest, i thought is mrt card leh, now then know is not...hahaa... Only lub its ice-brended-chocolate nia but seldom 舍得 as costly leh.. thus think now can drink till shiok shiok le... ----------------------------------------------------------------
Bye old mrt card in exchange of the new one on 12/1.Suprised to find the exchange queue so super short when back from my gift collecting thus ciong ah!!! While some queued for > 1 hr, we less then 10min done le wor... hehee... ;p ----------------------------------------------------------------Still passing my days w phone waiting.... floating....only keep receiving calls tat tell me to wait another few days.... must wait till when wor... i going to kong-kah-kiao liao le...........
(=^o^=)
Friday, January 09, 2009
把自己的心轉過來，運也就好轉過來。
Came across this & find it very meaningful & worth pondering.... There is nothing permanent except change. If you long for stability and an unchanged situation, things cannot move forward thus.... If you don't wanna change direction, you could end up where you're headed. Take a close look at where you are going right now. If your path is imperfect you can revise it now before it leads too far in a direction that is not right for u. ------------------------------------------------------------
On 5th's late morning, all members in our family got frightened when 舅舅 called everyone tat 外公 is not going to make it le & wan us all to go back MY asap. He was not breathing & body has turn cold liao... Few hours after receiving the call, we reached kampong in evening. Was told 外公 seem ok le... all of us felt so 神奇 after hearing his happenings lor... 
2 小表妹 tasked to keep calling 外公 and he wake up after doc left for 5hour plus!!He got more 精神 & 行动力. Originally no strength to stand up de suddenly can walk around the house even burn joss-stick tat he long time never do le... Eat a lot... Originally cannot hear properly de suddenly can hear thing even normal volume... Originally cannot recognise some of us de suddenly can call us all by name....
I was secretly taking photo on him with HP's sound off when he realise & ask if i taking his photo. Shocked & ans him no, tat is my handphone nia. WAHAHAAA!! but he insist i bluff him leh.. then posed for me to take a good one & then wanted me to take photo for him together w 外婆 leh. The other all so shocked as never see him so 清楚 after so long time. They never like photo taking... now even wan himself to be dressed b4 photo taking... then say himself look handsome on the photo!!!
He say went 'down' le, meet some of the 'gone' de 长辈s... quarrel w some for some reason.... seat wooden boat & wooden plane to reach a place call 南海十八手 & meet 观音 who even give him a 4D nos... he believed 观音 po-pi him tat is why he can come back.... he say he can hear the kids calling him, wanted so much to come back but he cannot find the way... white color everywhere... suddenly recognise his own house windows in the end thus come back le...
神奇ba???
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