Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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'She' is my 3rd 爱情结晶 with beemuu. Blur?? ha haa... beemuu left me one pot of her little Africa Violet!! Me super happy.. Ever thinking of asking her for one but I "pai say" and my wish now suddenly came true!! Will look after it nicely and hope it able to bloom under my care. Wounder where is our 1st & 2nd 爱情结晶? They are the 2 pieces of Africa Violet's leaf tat she gave me on 28/2/2005; now still living in my little pot of mineral water. Roots are out and one of it got quite a number of small leafs while the other is still trying hard as I accidently drowned quite a number of its' little leaf. Cannot wait till all of them develope to "big healty adult" and able 传种接代. BTW beemuu, I also love tat nice & romatic Kitty-box and the super heart warming love letter in it. ;p A bit 'pai say' as I already have Beemuu_2nd le and wat I gave U is just a ee-or that is full of defacts. -^o^-
I'm now able to tell U who fly letter to fire her boot yesterday liao as it is no more a secret already. Its DBA!! My breakfast and lunch ka-ki lor... Today, boot suddendly call each and every one of us into her room one by one to 'brain wash' us and hope she don receive any more letter that fire her.. and suddendly whole dept know about DBA's leaving. Super not use to her 皮笑肉不笑 kind of expression.. Smile and laugh till very 假... Cannot actually remember wat she/me say... something like this bah.. 1) She: I know your close partners all left, R U very affected? Me: A bit but I think I'm able to get over. 2) She: Are U planning to leave also? Me: Not at the moment... 3) She: Is there any area that U R unhappy with me or helen? Me: I'll feel 'buay song' upon getting scolded for things I don think is my fault She: Helen already mention about this (I told Helen tat time when I nearly throw..) and I've tried to give your more time to do thing and control myself.. (so far quite true as me quite peaceful..and will put on her false false smile when talking to me.. hehee..) 4) Me: And I think sometime U create some cracks between our work-mate due to the way U talk... She : Simply smile and lower her head ( guess she 理亏liao) 5) She: My door is always open thus U must come in and tell me whatever area that U R unhappy with and don just keep things with yourself and when cannot take it, resign. Me: I just node my head.. but within my heart is "Who dare?" 6) She: Wat is your concern about moving to Comfort? Me: 很不方便咯。。 very 偏僻 and the rest have to move then will know... 7) She: U mind if I passing U those UNIX administration/some database tasks that ML's doing? Me: I don mind but afraid when I'm not well verse and got big problem, I sure cannot handle de. She: Don worry, if U R given the task, U will be trained to the stage. 8) She: I will be passing some of LL's task, including testing & deploying to U thus be prepaired. Me: har!! that means I have to stay late and come back on weekends like LL? She: Don need la, only deploying need to be after 17:30 and after tat U can go home.. Me: I kept quiet as I know sure not like this one.. can see very clearly how LL slog while I'm packed and go home very often-ly.. The whole conversation took around 25 min and I though is because she know I'm always with DBA; later then found that the rest also got gone through the same talking session when mushroon told me she got also.. One funny thing, our cute mushroom actually answer one of her question with "你很凶也。。" ha ha haa... she so daring... ;p Haiz.. Really hope that no more work-mate will 抛弃 me anymore.. BTW, Ah soon, your 后代 is leaving next week leh. Really cannot take the lonely-ness..
(=^o^=)
Monday, October 31, 2005
Cannot believe it!I'm in this 'super refined' company for 3 years le leh.Still remember I started to complaint about my stupid boots from 1st few month le but hor 忍啊忍.. here am I; can celebrate my 3rd years bird-day liao. From a simple helpdesk support that take care of only less then 70 PCs & simply doing backups & printing of report; till now, 一脚踢 super women=> all the PCs in whole CC & some of Comfort's also and 1 person doing few person's job. I'm now doing bit of DBA, bit of SA, bit of programmer, bit of helpdesk, bit of mi-su's task with my same little System Support Executive's designation & salary. Just today's monthly report, I took 1 whole day just to finish 3 person's share and I actually did some during week end le. Else, sure cannot pass-up today one. With the increasing of 'food' in my plate, wounder when they will pay me more $$$ to buy a bigger plate hor. This morning got a bit of problem with the server and she actually called my line and expect me to tell her what is going on and where is the problem and she say she want it FAST as she rolled something out le. -~_~"-How I know? She should show I never went into such a depth wah. If I know all tat, I can go else where and be a DBA le. Worried... if DBA is not around today when all this happen, don know how that old tiger will eat this small tiger (me) up.Now that she should knows that she is so short handed due to her stupid character, can't she gave us more 耐心 and 宽容? Can't she put herself in our shoes? Must always push us so hard and talk to us with her sharp sharp 'fish bones' & insults AND seem to afraid that we are not hurt after listening to her words... Anyway, a bit cannot take it le lar. Although unhappy to see their faces, die die also must 忍 for another 2 mths. If those boots still don know how to "做人" by the time I get my 13mth, likely I'll throw le. 祝我好运吧。。
(=^o^=)
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Cheers!! The long awaiting 22th Oct is finally here where we going out to play again. Guests involved are mushroom, beemuu, jo, ah bao & me. Spend quite some money and even taxi fare home nia cost me $27.90 (think tat break me highest per-trip record so far)Our first meeting place will be Party World @ orchard where we kill lots of pigs (杀猪)。。and as usual, the best singer award goes to mushroom. forever got super sweet voice, provided not kana 点笑穴 by our ah bao who somehow become her 克星whenever he starts to 抖音. whakaka!! so fun to have this 2 person to come together. The best/funnest topic we have is the story of "hair plugging and dropping"; laugh till we stomach pain. and the songs I enjoyed most and seem to have done well today are 风中有朵雨做的云 and 戏梦.. After the KTV session, beemuu left for her ball games while the rest of us proceed to Billy Bombers to makan. ha ha haa... while jo & me enjoying our steak & chicken respectively, poor ah bao & mushroom are complaining about their seafood combo through out as their set are said to be super 难吃.. poor them... I was so full till I feel like wanna vommit while walking toward the taxi stand where we intended to proceed to marina for a movie.. this make ah bao a 有异性没人性 man as.. ha ha haaa... he decided not to meet his male friend that he suppose to but go with us instead... hehe. we of cause more fun then those man ba..We happens to past by those little wine-bar-stations on the 2nd floor's roof-top walkway between marina square and tat pan pacific hotel (if I remember correctly) and found they seem to close down le. suddenly feel kind of sad and all those pictures of going clubbing @ the middle one with McD's people like David, Eng Hong, Ricky, Mun Thye, Joan.. They are the first group of friends that bring me out for late-night-out and that the most 难忘's events where they drink bear & I drink fruit punch & collect stir-er, the chua dai di games, suddendly can see your facial expressions, hear your voice & laughter... got sudden feeling of missing U. Wounder how is life over your side le.. Went to watch the movie call "FlightPlan". Quite a ok show to me and never know that big flight got those kind of secret tunners and doors (under the cabinate, on toilet's roof..) that links.. and the flight shown is said to be of model 8474 and it actually got 3 stories (2 for standard & 1 for 1st class sits), got bar-counter, play room and lift.. Wounder when is my next chance to be on a flight. Oh ya, wanna scold tat ah gu here. Never wanna give face to come out to play and got the face to blame for giving her last minute invitations. Other then the dates, our details of outing are always decided last minutes one wah.. Within this period of 3 years, beside 3-4 makan sessions, since when U willing to come out to PLAY with us? Even we tell U 2 months in advance, I'm sure U will turns us down one right? Simply 没良心 leh U.Anyway, in case U R referring to our recent farewell makan, I need to explain a bit.At first when we plans for the session, it is for lilian's farewell and since U not know her much, did not tell U earlier lo... then on tat very day of our makan, then I suddendly comes out with this idea and got DBA's permission to use that session as her farewell also... and that is when I start to jio u lor... Now U feel better after knowing more? cannot be so chicken-petty one ok.-^o^-
(=^o^=)
Friday, October 21, 2005
Today is a 好困 day。。 except during breakfast and lunch; keep wanting to 打哈欠.. Zzzzz..
How I wish I can sleep flat on my bed. Don know if this is due to those boring and bo-liao testing with LiRong... Heng she is a friendly girl.We start from 9am and last till nearly 12:30 where I'm able to beark for lunch and we continue from 2pm till 4pm plus plus then finish... first time do this kind of boring task for almost a whole day... tired & sleepy. When I though I can relax le, receive a call from 女儿 that 3 of their PC got problem accessing FMS after someone installed a stupid program on them.. No choice have to go lo as they need it. At first though that go @ 16:30 to re-installing oracle for 3 PC nia should be able to go home earlier by 10 to 15 min ba.。。 BUT 人算不如天算，as they got no CD ROM and not able to share folder via network, not able to do 3 at one go.. AND who know 女儿's PC got PC auto power off problem and install till 98%, it goes off!! No choice but to re-do lor but this time round, it goes off when reach 86%!! nearly faint as it is nearly 17:30 le.. my 逃工计划 failed.. ;( After finish installing for the other 2 PC, one is ok but one don know why cannot work still.. sad.. I only achieve 1 out of 3.. by then as nearly 18:30 le thus decided to make it a day and continue on monday as stupid me then remember that I should earlier make this decision as I die die have to call ACER to repair 女儿's PC and have to go there again no matter what.. Another tired day just pass by like this... -^_^-
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Today is the very first morning that I hope to reach office as fast as I can; throughout my nearly-3-years here!! 太阳从西边出来了!!he he hee... not because I suddendly love my job so much... it is actually because I wanna faster meet my "Beemuu_2nd" ever since I hear from mushroom that 'she' is waiting for me last friday.
(=^o^=)
Saturday, October 15, 2005
烦死人了！ What I've worried this 2 weeks really came true. Stupid Ah Long really came to draw those "owe $ pay $" message on my staircase's wall! 这次真的是丢脸丢到家了 and worst still, problem is NOT cause by my own family member.. he is just my useless brother-in-law who live in my house as they got no-where to go!!! I really 引狼入室 leh.. ;( Ah Zhu, those 老人家 still don know the truth although they did suspect thus be carefull when U talk hor... Yesterday's evening hear the bad new when that stupid man came home; saying "people come to draw liao!!"...Immediately passed them few markers to do cover work.. my heart nearly stop beating leh and really feel like crying wo!! As I not feeling well & did not go work yesterday, plus tomorrow, 3 days never step out of my house... I'll feel ashamed if meet any neighbour who got read tat message before the 'cover-job'.. ( -~_~-) Why this happen? I actually scolded him over the phone as he did not came home after going out to do the 'cover-job'... I have actually given him nearly 8K that suppose to be able cover all those debts from all those groups of Ah Long... I'm actually taking a risk as those money all came from my credit cards leh... did this stupid act just to save my house from any of this stupid thing BUT it still happen!! The answer I got was that group of Ah Long who did this thing has communication problem with his ka-kia and when my brother-in-law pay to the 'chief', that 'chief' did not tell his ka-kia... Ask him will our door get "red paint" few day later or not? He say sure will not as has call all those ah-long chief to communicate to their own ka-kai liao.... he now trying to dig that 'friend' whom actually did the borrowing...This also can happen!! Cannot believe it leh. When my sis go fetch my niece around 3pm yesterday, still got a clean wall thus they actually did the thing between 3pm to 6pm.. never know they dare to do this during 光天化日 wo... I wounder how many neighbours has already saw the message within tat 3 hours... ;( This morning, when my dad call home to say that got a lot of patches ( black, blue, red) on the walls & suspect is my brother-in-law gone borrow ah-long, my heart drop again. Though they come to draw again thus call my sis to go out take this picture for me to see... Heng still that one drawed yesterday and the paint tat my brother-in-law coated over seem to fad off and showing the color of our markers' color.. Don't know if this is going to be the end or not.. Very afraid and I'm really troubled.(-~_~-)
(=^o^=)
Thursday, October 13, 2005
天下无不散之席 The day has come... today is Beemuu's last day liao. So fast 1 mth pass le.. ;(We are one head count down again. That make mushroom the sadest person in our department today.Mushroom, 加油!! U have GY and me here to listen to both your happyness & unhappyness. U will get used to office life without your lian jie one. Whenever, U super miss her, let jio her out. And Beemuu, make sure U put us as your 1st pirority hor.U know wat is the character in the picture above? whakaka...
that a world's 独一无二 ee-or multi-purpose-box that I make, referring to a piece of my nephew's sticker!! 1) It got 2 set of noes : after complete then point out by my nephew the next day that ee-or got no noes and tat 2 dots above the mouth is actually its nose!! too late le, no more time to re do liao. 2) the rose cover not well-fitted : the body & cover are made on 2 seperate days and this morning then realise that it will shrink after drying one. 3) the hair : while shopping with DBA today then I found out that ee-or only got hair from head to neck nia and I do all the way to the tail... spended 2 hour plus just to do hair-planting.. wasted. That make a farewell gift that is full of defects.. he he hee.. and that also make it different from those found elsewhere. Beemuu, 不要嫌弃 and please 将就将就 ok.-^o^-
(=^o^=)
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
吃。吃。吃。 Went for 2 round of 大餐 today and my stomatch is like a stock market's chart... a moment hungry till wanna faint, a moment so full until wanna peng-san. ;p HC suddently request to have a farewell makan for LL nearly lunch time.. thus go lor... but as usual, boot somehow repeat her pattern of 不守时 . make us wait till after 1pm then can set off for our makan..Felt so hungry. We went to Thai Express @ J8 and me order a pine-apple-seafood-fried-rice (very nice), a donno-wat-po-pian (no like) and a mango-glutton-rice (look super nice but mango too sour and glutton rice too hot for me)... with that I eat till I'm super full. After work, its our planned 2nd round of makan and this time is for farewell of LL & DBA and with people like EA, JO, Ms Chan, Ah Pao, etc..Original, we are suppose to meet them at Fish & company beside park-mail @ 19:30 but we R super late. Reach only after 20:00!! Guess wat is the cause? HC!! She like trying to play us out as I'm very sure she knows that we R all going out; but she run to LL's desk while she trying to shutdown her PC; to do some DB table space increasing thingy... Both LL & myself donno how to do thus while LL when through the web, I went through the books, trying to find some lights... Suddendly, we hear HC closing her office door!! She carry her back and wanna goes off liao!! She came to LL and told her "... actually can do it tomorrow one..."!! Stupid right?
Haiz.. Back to Fish & Company; ordered myself a "fish & chip.." and quite nice wor. yummy!! but waited for quite sometime before the food is served. Felt so hungry till wanna faint again as all those things I ate during lunch have all fully 消化 liao..We chat, talk, laugh, gossip then photo taking session @ the LOVE landmark outside and after that finally decided to leave for home with a very very full stomatch. ;pI got a really enjoyable night. Hope both LL & DBA enjoy as much as I'm.Just for fun, R U able to find a chairman & a 长颈鹿 from the picture on top? Whakaka... tat the best group shot tonight. -^o^-
(=^o^=)
Sunday, October 09, 2005
苏友朋好帅哦。。Now that he is not so young as when he still in 小虎队, he become more man and sort of got more 男人味.. ;pjust finish my every sunday's show "拍案惊奇" leaded by 苏友朋. Love it!!Every time when he is in that show, it is sure full of romance always so nice especially this one; those 'flying' screen shot are so nicely done.. Yesterday night is another round of night job again. This time is due to building maintenance for some reason need to power down the whole building and we have to take care of those servers. Reach office @ 7pm and finish shutdown all the equipment by 9 plus and reach home around 10pm ba... quickly eat my dinner and went to bed to catch some sleep..(Unhealty way right? no choice)By 2:30am, got sms from derrick that we need to fall-in already thus jump off the bed and go back. This time round is to power on and start all those equipments and it last till 5:45 ba I think ... Although have to travel to & from this time, but as manage to catch some sleep in between thus feel much better then what I went through last time; during routine system maintenance that start from around 1 or 2am all the way till 8 or 9am and sometime longer.. By the way, know from mushroom's bloggy that she will stop thinking of throwing letter till next year.. felt so happy... at least one more friend to stay by me till we move to comfort to 寄人篱下 and the $$$.. Extra news, me got $84 credited thanks to 6622 (our advisor's car number and I happens to see another car with this same number while went for lunch the other day)... long time no win anything > $50 lo...actually should win more one but because I lazy to take another piece of bet paper, I draw that number onto a paper that I selected IBet.. better then nothing lo. -^o^-
(=^o^=)
Friday, October 07, 2005
The picture above if specially for all those friends tat send me e-mails with 绝招 to handle my stupid brother-in-law's case (hope I don need to use those ideas as he say the whole thing is under control and did not receive anymore of those funny phone calls le)
AND my dearest mushroom whom共患难 with me just now.This evening, have to format all the 54 PCs belonging to previous call-takers whom have all move to comfort side liao.
The worst is have to unplug all those dirty wires (stupid ideas from stupid boot for ka-lau-gu-ni!!!)
and NO AIR-CON as the building has cut the power to that room's air-con and no way to connect back liao..
Stupid right?At first when I 'complaint to my boot, she say will help me with the dis-connecting one but she did not keep her promise.. :(
As I'm quite afriad of that 'ghost-town' (胆小鬼很怕鬼), got mushroom to accompany me and at first thinking of just let her help me to format and 陪陪我 but she end up helping me to disconnect those PCs as well leh..
Felt very 内疚 as she sometime even got problem opening bottle-cap and now doing those 苦力 kind of dirty jobs with me.. and dirty her sweet heart's wind-breaker.. he hee ;p
Felt 'warm' in my heart althought the environment is really super WARM.
and I sweat like hell..
as have to repeatly go to the ground (unplug power wire) and standing up (pull those wire to table top), my leg also 软软了 toward the end and I long time never sweat like this liao.. just like last time when got PE in school day.Both of us felt our hand like want to 起水疱了.. pain pain.. I can still feel the pain now..Where got IT people work so 苦命 like me one .. Haiz..
With the leaving of LL & DBA, I ka-na quite a number of additional tasks.. afraid I 难以负荷。。but I will try my best I think.. still feel frightened lah..
Cannot ta-han also must wait for AWS & bones.. $$$ is super important to me de..
whakaka!! -^o^-
(=^o^=)
Thursday, October 06, 2005
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Our boot finally feel 'worry' about her 'down-sizing' dept..-^o^-
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Think I'm in deep trouble liao.really 欲哭无泪 liao and no one to talk to... not even my parent!!!!!Just receive another loanshark's call. My sis called her husben then found out that this is already the 4th group of loanshark liao leh!!!! That 人头猪脑 man actually borrow his IC to a friend and be his 担保人 as I say ealier; but instead of following him there, stupid him simply pass his IC to that friend and only take it back on the next day!!!Best of all, he know nothing of the 'friend'. Only thing he know is where he work and live. Now? people resign and moved liao and he; chased after by loanshark!!!! Worst of all, don know how many groups of loanshark and total how much his 'friend' borrowed. Really scary of wat will happens to my house leh.Nobody will be able to help me this time and I'm now in deep trouble for something that suppose to be non of my business!Super afraid and not able to sleep now.Anyone out there able to comes up with ideas/suggestions of wat I should do next?H.E.L.P -~_~"-
(=^o^=)
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Another flying letter to fire her boss. Receive news today that another of my work mate has just fire her boss this morning. Come back in few weeks time to find out who is that bah. Although possibility is not high, really hope that I don have to reveal who is she because her boss has successfully 挽留 her.Sad as so many people 抛弃 me suddenly....Getting more and more lonely and mood-to-work getting lower and lower. Less people to talk to me will 害 my mouth to become smelly leh.. he hee...Haiz.. Why the bosses don know how to keep their staff one? Wounder how they get their 'paper' to become somebody's boss.. 世态炎凉。
(=^o^=)
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
忐忑不安。。Today's story is sort of my 'family problem' Recently, aware that there are quite a number a phone calls for my brother-in-law and my sis have to tell them her husben is no longer staying here liao.... ask her why; she don know; instructed by her husben nia... Yesterday night; got one call of that kind again, when my sis told that man on the other side the needed 'story'; that man suddenly say "Don bluff, I'm a 阿隆, I will go to your house de!!" We all got a shock of our life. She called her husben immediately then found out that her stupid husben go and lend his IC to his friend and is now the 担保人of his friend whom go & borrow loanshark AND that friend has MIA liao!!! don know real or not... suspect he borrow the $$ himself.... Really afraid till death and don dare to tell my parent. Ah Zhu, keep to yourself if U read this hor.So afraid that they really come in the middle of night to disturb or paint those kind of "owe $ pay $" message on the wall of my flat... tat will be super 丢脸 leh.. ;( Instructed my sis to get something done. Her husben came back immediately & station downstair till 2am and hoping to stop any of those funny acts. It was later informed by her husben that the case settle liao. I believe half nia.. where got so easy settle one. :( Whole night cannot sleep 'safely' and keep imagining those possibilities that may happen. Although, I know tat this brother-in-law is a problem-ma-tic person, but I still choose to believe that he will not do any harm to us as he is well aware that he is living in MY house. Now? So irresponsible of him to use his IC with our address on it right!! So brain-less leh!! 忘恩负义！Even he did not study well, should also know from TV, what will happen if he do this mah. He really hopeless leh. Never even think of my sis or their 3 kids.I'm really worried. Don know wat to do..~*_*~
(=^o^=)
Saturday, October 01, 2005
My internet explorer never react so fast before!!!Why?ha ha haa... suddenly don know from where, got a wireless network connection (must be one of the neighbour ba.. I don have to plug in my phone line and can go web.. and in a super fast speed.wakakaka.. now feel like a thief..-^o^-Tell U something, today when I wake up, got a shock out of my life. U know what time is that?It is 15:45 in the evening!!!天啊！I break my record liao. Slept for > 15 hours leh.Felt very stone till now, like no strength like this.that is a funny feeling.~*o*~ Just now, I finish reading my fortune for next month from a book written by famous Lillian Too.A bit worry after that. My next 2 month like not very smooth and full of quarrel, backstapping and misunderstanding..~ afraid ~Hope I will not get into that kind of situation with U or any of my good friend out there.-^o^-
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