Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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Thursday, March 05, 2009
有点不知所措yesterday & really donno how now...
Affected!!!!!
超后悔... if I never say YES, never so 爱跟, situation may be very different bah...
Haiz...
(@____@”) 话说.....
Was ask if permission is granted to meet one of his lady friend (once quite 暧昧 but nothing happens de) n her mom ... felt super happy for this little act & felt ‘safe’... permission of cause is granted la... =p Near knock off time, I was asked to join him w 2 other friends... happy till cannot as thought he bringing me go meet them... later then find out is not lo...
we did guess few possibilities although we all donno wat is the real intension behind for meeting her mom la... then he don feel good to release to her tat he is attached by now or bring a gf to 示威as tat lady also never 表示she like him or wat... tried to think & understood how he process his mind... although I felt differently but concluded it is quite ok lor... As the 2 other friend were late, plans a bit kok-up le... hungry me bo bian was left alone outside (no table inside le) while he meet & start eating w the intended parties... although I know clearly “It is nothing” de, but somehow when I see his back view, cannot help it, 感觉是酸酸de... thus told myself not to look in!!!! is几委屈一下喔.... While playing w my HP game, he suddenly called then I realize he 溜 out of the restaurant le... he is damn guilty with me outside & he himself showered by those ladies’ 嘘寒问暖at this point... see him so 为难 I also gek-sim le lor... if I’m not around, maybe he don feel tat bad?????? Really 后悔to tag along... I really donno wat to do and only can reassure him tat I understand his doing & I’m really really ok... both of us are feeling guilty for the other... When my sis & the 2 other friend found out our situation, their reaction is jit-tao big... although I’m happy got so many people trying to protect our relationship, I felt sorry for him. I know he is stressed by all these AND I know he is really too nice & concerns for other’s feeling that he don wan hurt/lost any of his friends... a bit worry wat if his passed de 种子s 在往后陆续开花how.... worry if i will 永远见不得光… 怕. After we 偷偷摸摸 talk for a while @ the back door, he finally decided he wan to find a excuse then siam tat session... like one of those scene in TV drama sia... =x When the 2 other friend came, he ga-na stressed for a while then we proceed to a steamboat place for proper dinner session... maybe is after-effect already, I suddenly not hungry by then le... then the 气氛 was not very good w everyone got something in mind, wanna flee!!! Return trip was majority silent... really donno wat to do la...
(*___*”)___________________________乌云 fast fast 飘ed away liao!!! (^__^")
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