Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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(=^o^=)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Last day of the year le... Instability is truely the word for my Year 2008.This forecast inspired me to blog something for today.. hmm... year 2008 is not tat auspicious to me as the numbers may appears, instead, i came to realise tat this is one of my roughest years i think.Lots of lessons learnt indeed. Maybe it is meant to be tat way, to learn my lessons from hard way. 因为看得更清更明白了，所以终对一些人,事甚至自己感到失望或绝望。但毕竟得经一事长一智，因而也更懂得欣然接受与搁下。虽然的确有点没落感，但终能游说自己：没关系，放下，罢了。Sometime, maybe really got a needs to
愿意合上眼才能美梦无边.... (小娘惹主提曲)
^_< Must be prepared for more lessons to come la, but just hope 'they' come slowly one by one... too fast hor old people cannot take it wor.. hehee... Having say so much, really thanks fate for giving me a chance to cross my path w KMS.不曾后悔. 有的唯有惋惜没能握好. Forecast for next year seem not bad thus i ish full of 期待 for smoother route de.
Saw this while flipping news paper this morning...Meaningful.Wish everyone of u dreams come true soonest.(^_^)v
(=^o^=)
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
~ L x 2 ~Finally is my turn to hang 2 L plates on the white car!!
I ish 抱病上阵 one leh... bloated gastric & LS for few days le... due to tat, only managed to go 2 rounds of revision lesson when feel a bit better on & off nia... on top of my usual 小鹿乱窜 de tummy pain whenever i'm scared, cold sweat keep flowing & heart pumps real hard the whole day.... Actually prepared to fail de le, as people all say difficult to first time go then pass one...then year end is difficult to pass as they got quota.... then my gear changing, blind spots & lack of speed problem is always there... haha... but maybe is 没抱希望所以没压力, i just 豁出去 and did my best plus dare dare 'perform & 演' all those lacking areas, end up.... I PASSED!!!Suprised till cannot... hahahaaa.. Best of all, my small sis also passed hers too, we enro & graduate on same day... parents are so happy for us... got face sia..... =xBig thanks to mom who sponsored our 学费!!! Told my sis tat now our up-hill task is every mth go buy a piece of big sweep & ever week buy 1 toto, see one fine day able to win big big so tat able to buy a real own car to drive... hehee... really got tat day hor, your must siam far far from us lo... WAHAHAHAAAA!!!
(=^o^=)
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Big congratulation to Handsome John & Super Beautiful de Joanna.
Long awaited wedding dinner of this 2 is finally here... This pair ah... already married to each other far b4 our first day in Shitty, finally is their official ‘eat table’ time... hahaa... really is a long awaited one ;p
Basically they created a chance for all of us to earnanother round of Ex-shitty-gathering. Nice seeing each familiar faces once again.
First must congratulate to Mr & Mrs Chew as their 结晶 will arrive early next year. Then the sweetest surprise from Jo is she invited Jng too & put her in our table. Suddenly 想当年 tat 3 of us were waiting to start our first Shitty day in tat small meeting room @ 600... hahaa...Was told tat was meant to be a surprise for Bee and tat really is. Damn happy to see her, really brighten my day & best of all, I got a nice kaki for my train ride back.
I ish 脸皮厚厚 or 一厢情愿 de self-declarethem as good sisters.... at least @ 600's time...(^x^)vTo conclude, wanna 送上深深的祝福 to our Zhu-An-Na:
白头偕老, 永浴爱河,
最重要的是响应政府号召-生个half dozen!!
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This is sort of a '好日子' for me too...
Received a morning call tat scared me out of bed early in the morning. Donno who called me to inform me tat aku got good news le & must stop my hunting... Still need to wait for some clearances & paper work preparation la... but this is already a great relief for me & my mom le... ;p
好期待.............
-------------------------------------------------------A msn kaki once told me tat we should 多保留，要求会少些，也不易伤。。。
不得不时时刻刻提醒自己别太在意，
不是什么事都会如你所愿， 如你认为。。。
有些事始终是需要重新归类与接受。
整理好后马上就豁然开朗了。
心境长大了喔!!!
v(^_*)v
(=^o^=)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
感恩就是快乐，惜副就会幸福.
一味计较，不懂珍惜至愤世嫉俗者恶果萌芽！ I ish damn 火大 when i decided to 'shout' this line.
Is sort of a family problem lai de...
Wat is the trigger?
1) Sis's facebook w topics like : $$ more impt or kinship?? ; pissed... frustrated... angry... wat has t world bcome...; wondering wat is the actual meaning of kinship?
2) Bro-in-law's msn nick : When Money Is More Important Than Kinship... Then All Is Bull Shit...**
The line 'is Bull Shit' really flip me off!!
Story behind:
I admit we sort of take mom for granted while she shower her love on us... feeling of guilt was not tat strong till recently... Feel unbalanced for her lor!!! Mom got her own little career of baby sitting a BB boy.While we all out to work, both of them will 相依为命 at home thus this BB boy will kind of stick to mom very automatically.... She baby sit for money is true, but responsibility is wat matters most lor... How can we demand her to throw tat boy aside just to look after your own kids 'full time'?When your own child cry, u as a mother should go forward instead of blaming mom 偏心 wanna look after other's kid. Mom only got one pair of hand!!!! Your child's mom is here but other's mom is not lor!!!! Someone just selfishly cannot understand this and likes to complaint about this over & over again... damn sian when u not able to stop these complaints... Mom has been 做牛做马ing for demanding sis since she gave birth. Every thing cannot wait, every small little thing will call mom do even can be carry out by own hubby, we ourselves or the other kids... all this mom just accept willingly unless she demand immediate attention n request mom to throw other's child aside... but i ish 看在眼里...especially sis like to scold tat poor little boy over little thingy just like a stepmother due to her own unbalance thinking!!! all this improved a little after I talked to her over her demanding acts... Last fri, sis got news tat her mom-in-law need to go for operation thus her 2 kids will need to come over here for a period of time few mth later... We will not reject this request although it does will create problem for my mom knowing my sis's demanding pattern... I itchy mouth go tell her: don worry la.. when your kids are here, u still got 2 mth left over de BB leave thus can come over too la... also donno if this is the trigger for her 'madness'.. she turn w a sickening face to ask mom is it they cannot come over. Both mom & me explained tat we got no ill-intendion, no one will forbid her to come. my statement is just a silly no meaning de question nia... BUT at this time, she really is lost control & insist tat mom already gave her face tat means "DON WAN THEM HERE"!!!! Really donno how true is tat but i don feel it at all and mom say she never did anything lor... The next thing we know is she packing her room & her everything, left the house when her hubby came back tat night. Came back the next day silently to take her left over barang barang, 2 person's face was so black & long and don wanna answer when mom try to talk!!! Sickening lor. Failed to let her 息怒 a little by trying to talk or sms her... her ans & reaction cut off all communications... Really is 无理取闹 lor, we have been trying so hard to put up on her & yet she act tat way... damn sian & disturbed for days.... Conclusion:damn disappointed to find they never appreciate or 反省 a little by now & still feel tat they are not wrong in any way & my mom's 偏心ness & her need for money from baby sitting is to be blamed. ^%*(##$&+$#%Also donno how long will these drama last..
------------------------------------------------------I ish damn missed my little BB nephew tat i have been carrying for 2 mths. He is on my hand most of the time unless go bath, sleep, shit leh... Suffer from withdrawal syndromes le...
(=^o^=)
Friday, December 12, 2008
Throat is pain till cannot for full 5th day (currently)...
Classify it under 'funny' as so many days le no cough or flu tat always come in 'a set'.
Drink lots & lots le trying to avoid having to visit doctor... but it don seem to be leaving... feel swollen & pain even when trying to swallow own saliva leh...
grrrrrr!!!
Just hope it leave me soonest. -------------------------------------------------
Never off my phone for mths le.. the most is switch it to silent when go bed... really hope it rings & callers are NOT those trying to get me new credit cards or new policy... Went 1 depot for 2nd meet up on fri...no smell yet. waiting. -------------------------------------------------
Aku's life now is very routine le...
wake up late, check mail & j sites, watch tv, disturbing & baby sitting BB nephew & at times doze off together w him on my tummy, thought it rings thus HP checking to see got any missed calls, trying hard to get into sleep at night... rot liao... rot liao.............
Heng got this BB nephew else i sure bored till die one.
Latest VCD i'm chasing recently: 
歌曲：暧昧 (偶像剧 恶魔在身边 片尾曲)
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暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
(=^o^=)
Monday, December 01, 2008
Wanted to post this not to 打广告 for tat company... is simply because i found my initial on it..hahahaaa...
Got this when i went C-tac yesterday w my sis... Touch wood la... who know one day your company may need them??
But i think their service is very super de ex as they can anyhow give out voucher of $200...
冲动ed and brought it. So small & cute ;)Lub it so much when i first saw a friend using it some time back.... ----------------------------------------------------------------- 
Another test thingy i've tried after reading & finding it accurate from a friend's bloggy... try it for yourself if u ish interested @
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