Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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(=^o^=)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Wanted so much to avoid negative entries but bo bian, has gone through quite some days where most of the time in a state of everything also no confident, everything also so helpless, no place is comfortable except my home... Felt so tired with misson impossible tasks keep accumulating... >1mth never 踩车 liao... not able to go events tat may brighten me up a little... suddenly feel i like everything also donno de... a lot a lot of this keep worrying me...
Maybe this is a real depression case le ba... the daily repeating thought of to hang-on or to give up is really killing me. 
@ the point of time where i nearly given up on friday night, after a long long > 2hr talk w a 常对我说佛理的天蝎座弟弟, mood suddenly is much brighter & seem to be able to see some 希望 for my road ahead...hope this 强心针 can last long long in me.This 天蝎座弟弟 is quite a nice & patient guy cum my direct partner @ temple. Really 庆幸 to know & receive guidance from him this few weeks. --------------------------------------------------------Yesterday 好不容易 able to excuse myself a while to go YCK again & got my Advance Theory passed. Now is donno when can resume my normal 踩车 routine & get hold of my IC's alternative le^__^ --------------------------------------------------------So happy this morning..Found total of 6 flower buds on 2 pot of beemuu2!happy is : this seem to be only thing tat i put in effort & it will rewards me w somethingafraid is : last round when they buds, i'm in 'sorry state'...(^_*)x
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