Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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(=^o^=)
Saturday, July 26, 2008
It has been really quite sometime since i last go out to meet friends le...Must give a big thanks to Big J for..... EVERYTHING!!is really ji pai-say yi xia one lo...(^_*")v Big J brought us to this cafe @ Parco; which serve real yummy & cheap western food yesterday.Avg not more then $12 per set de... This is the kind of place can go often de ;pReally nice to meet the old lunch ka-kis (snow, ah fu, ah chun & ll) once again & get juicy updates. Suddenly not very used to stay out late or maybe too tired recently, i was like yawning away w tears specially toward the end... then once on tat cool cool bus le i jit tao is KO-ed... then hor i is forgotten all about worrying about bus timing and by the time reach woodlands, nearly missed my last bus leh.. piew... Overall, an enjoyable night!!^__^
(=^o^=)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Wanted so much to avoid negative entries but bo bian, has gone through quite some days where most of the time in a state of everything also no confident, everything also so helpless, no place is comfortable except my home... Felt so tired with misson impossible tasks keep accumulating... >1mth never 踩车 liao... not able to go events tat may brighten me up a little... suddenly feel i like everything also donno de... a lot a lot of this keep worrying me...
Maybe this is a real depression case le ba... the daily repeating thought of to hang-on or to give up is really killing me. 
@ the point of time where i nearly given up on friday night, after a long long > 2hr talk w a 常对我说佛理的天蝎座弟弟, mood suddenly is much brighter & seem to be able to see some 希望 for my road ahead...hope this 强心针 can last long long in me.This 天蝎座弟弟 is quite a nice & patient guy cum my direct partner @ temple. Really 庆幸 to know & receive guidance from him this few weeks. --------------------------------------------------------Yesterday 好不容易 able to excuse myself a while to go YCK again & got my Advance Theory passed. Now is donno when can resume my normal 踩车 routine & get hold of my IC's alternative le^__^ --------------------------------------------------------So happy this morning..Found total of 6 flower buds on 2 pot of beemuu2!happy is : this seem to be only thing tat i put in effort & it will rewards me w somethingafraid is : last round when they buds, i'm in 'sorry state'...(^_*)x
(=^o^=)
Monday, July 14, 2008
With confidence, one might not succeed.Without confidence, one will surely fail. Saw this line from 1 of the Facebk profile...心里很明白，知道得这样，可是...拼命往牛角尖钻...完全不知方向... 完蛋了!! 
反复的问：干嘛带我到这世上来???
(=^o^=)
Saturday, July 05, 2008
都不知道是不是已到了‘中年危机’的时候。。。
总觉得不知道自己想要些什么，要怎样才能让自己的生活过得快乐些，满足些，自在些。。。
踩在净土上，可却总觉得无法胜任。。需再度面对那样吗？ 可能性好高，好不安。。。
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Is a total culture shock for me @
Small little summary:
Likes:
-Everyone are so 慈悲为怀, seem tat no arrows will be seen de.
-Short short official hour
-Free meals
-Lot of Buddha to pray, feel super ‘safe’
-Can wear anything as long decentNo nos:
-No outside food allowed. Plus today, a wk of super healthy but tasteless lunch
-Impossible to meet other for lunch due to inflexible hours
-变相-打卡 sys where thumb print scanning must be done twice a day-B4 every mthly meeting must sing tat "bo ye bo luo mi xin jin" (donno remember correct name ma :x)
-Bare-footed everywhere includes toilet
-Once a mth time must use public toiletStar Worry:NE-like when not enough ‘ink’?
Thanks to my chin-chai pattern plus Boss + Chuan Xian 法师 who both accept aku ‘unconditionally’
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