Hallo-Hi,
I'm Meilan;
also known as Ah Bee in CC or Ke Ai in McD..
Being a Singapore's pisces borned in year of wooden tiger, I'm born with almost all the typical characteristics of the two
( Of cause not ALL, thus please filter away all the negative one ok. ;p )
Overall, I think I'm generally a "warm-enough" person to be with; unless U R someone whom have ever hurt this
xiao(3) qi(4) fish..
(=^o^=)
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I also in return; promise her that I will try at least for the period of the month after next. Although she don't want or afraid that I actually throw out letter, she did mention that if I really able to find a good job out there, she will let me goes.. With this, I'll better be more on the ball to keep close look out of good offers...
(=^o^=)
Monday, August 01, 2005
Tell your, this morning; got a super long close-door-talking with my boot for around 2.5 hours!!! Nearly faint when I know that I'm in there for so long.. At one go, I manage to tell her all those thing that I'm not comfortable with, angry with and all the doubts... When talk to the area of how I felt 'unbalance' when being shouted by big boot for things that is none of my kua-sa, my tears suddenly row down without able to control it... Already told myself that I must be 'strong'; still cannot control myself leh... Shame Shame... ;p Although I agreed that in some degree; I'm somehow honey-ed by her as wat EA say, but the long talk still manage to clear away some of my 'depression' that accumulated this few days.. Now my urge of throwing letter is not so strong and my mind is now like the picture above. Not say all cloud is gone but the sky is not that clear yet. She say will try to talk to big boot that not to scold us that often and try to listen us out before shooting. She also promise to try and 'cushon' between big boot and us so that we don feel so 'unbalances'.Let all see how the thing goes. Hopefully thing will change.
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